Dream Guy

"I met with my dream guy,in my dream =D" -- Facebook status

"他"是个怎样的人呢？昨天跟在离这边14,468km地方的笨蛋谈了得到的结论是.... =P

(1)他不是大只的，但必须要有大志
(2)他不吃软饭，也不吃拖鞋饭
(3)他身高至少要有180cm,但不考虑折射的效果
(4)他不gap lui，属于接近绝种，剩下1%的好男人，但不是gay的
(5)他没有spare tyre，也没有一团和气
(6)他没有戴眼镜
(7)他早上没有冲凉的习惯
(8)他很爱干净，每天洗衣服，而不是把衣服放到一个星期后才洗
(9)就算有10个靓女没有穿衣服引诱他，他也不会上当


"他"只出现在梦里.. =)

I will be right here waiting for you

Oceans apart day after day

and I slowly go insane

I hear your voice on the line

But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never

How can we say forever

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted,all the times

That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter,I taste the tears

But I can't get near you now

Oh,can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if I'm with you

I'll take the chance

Oh,can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

You all are my BFF =)

对你们，有太多太多讲不完的话 =)

Together We Gather

Thanks to Chun Chiar n Ee zhen for organising this gathering for 6Jian '03, and made it double celebration-Together We Gather + my birthday celebration..it's awesome! everyone is awesome too! Girls getting prettier n all guys are smarter! =)

And also our beloved teacher, Ms yong! She still look young right? Thanks her for suggested us such amusing gathering.. Xp

I was surprised that she still rmb wat i gave her when i was standard 6 (teachers' day)..Lol.. =S

These are the photos taken by eezhen's DSLR! I hope I can get one DSLR..and maybe soon?? Ms yong, right? I'll wait for your good news.. =)

Ms yong & leng chai leng lui students.. =)

The person who wish me the most this year- Chrno Tan! Haha..

And also, Jack with Ms yong.. Look like couple..

Birthday girl with Fruits Cheese Cake? I think soooo... LOL.. =p

All photos are credit from eezhen..thanksssss ee zhen!!! =)

MOODY

原来心情不好的时候，做什么都做不好，而且乱七八糟的.. >.< 就好像今天想动手做Lightroom的东西..超失败..改了的东西比没有改之前还糟糕..平时不是这样的.. =(

为什么心情那么重要？为什么心情可以主宰一个人的所有？心情不好可以伪装的吗？完全不能..怎样都会露出马脚..我不想自己的情绪变得那么无常..

我失去动力了..根本不想去改变自己现在的生活，还是害怕改变？我不敢踏前一步，害怕做错什么决定..我需要辅导员，一个很了解我的辅导员，他可以告诉我怎样做..（至少我做错什么决定还可以赖他！哈哈！）

所以现在我不想去接近任何人..因为我身上有满满的负离子..

今天的心情

听着歌，我以为-品冠，updating我的blog.. =) 很有感觉..

我每个星期都很期待星期五的到来，因为可以早放工啊!4:30pm就放工了..又可以卸下平时的武装，穿着可以随性点..最喜欢星期五，尤其今天是Good Friday.. =)

放工从KLCC搭到Kelana Jaya后，哥哥照常在那边接我..今天特别的是，我不用等他，因为他早就到那边了..还有婆婆和妹妹也一起来..因为婆婆刚从Salon回来，哥哥去接她..

我们一起去吃晚餐，省下一天不用煮饭..很爽！我请客啊..因为我真的很想请他们吃东西..平时很少有机会我们坐下来一起吃东西谈天的..我们家平时都各有各忙，交流很少..可是，今天我们却有很多东西谈..

从一月头到现在，我哥哥每天都载我来回LRT Station..每天都风雨不改，而且还要我吵醒他去LRT station载我的..平时我都觉得很麻烦他，很paiseh.. >.< 可是没办法..我真的很感激他，我觉得他对我真的算不错了..

真正懂我家庭背景的人都知道，我是不幸福的..我不喜欢这种没有家庭温暖的家..我很羡慕你们有爸爸妈妈疼..我很羡慕你们不需要为钱、为升学烦恼，因为你们爸爸妈妈会替你们想办法解决..我很羡慕你们说要什么就有什么..我很羡慕你们有很本事的父母....

有时，我觉得我算不错的坚强了..至少，我有这个机会让我学会独立..可是，有时候我还是不够坚强，原来我还会掉泪.. >.<

要怎样报答哥哥呢？明天去巴刹帮他..嘻嘻..

*幸福不是垂手可得的，它是需要耐心等待、争取..真正得到幸福的，是需要慢慢灌溉还有珍惜..*